what's going on

well, I don't really know. Everything is a blur lately. I feel so out of touch.

• Cash is sick. He has a cold, an eye infection and an ear infection, prompting us to cancel our photoshoot scheduled for tomorrow with sarah. So bummed.
• Marlo had preschool photos today. I get teary-eyed looking at her because she's growing way too fast.
• I miss talking to everybody!!! I'm texting & facebooking my best friends at midnight because that's the only time I have. And sister...I miss you. And I forgot to call my grandma today because I was caught up cleaning house. I'm looking at a shiny floor and thinking it was sooo not worth it. Damn OCD.
• Reconnected with a friend I've been looking for for years on facebook. So happy.
• I've lost 35 pounds since delivery. Still got 20 to go. Get your chin off the floor. I know it's a lot but it was bed rest, for pete's sake.
• We are loving our new neighborhood.
• I'm no longer breastfeeding. I agonized over if it was even worth pumping to only give them 3 oz a day...and then I pumped and nothing happened. I cried, but I'm okay. (sorry if it's TMI)
• Mark and I are going to Las Vegas for a friend's wedding while his parents babysit, for which I am SO GRATEFUL. I plan on sleeping the whole trip.